One Last Breath

(Dont ask me y i put up this song...its bn awhile since i wanted to do so...but yah...seems like thgs aint heading my way...so good luck to me...wat more can i say ryte...who noes wat i wanted has always bn wit me witout me realising it...)


Please come now I think I’m falling
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
I’m looking down now that it’s over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
‘Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking

Erk?

she said she missed me...but when i sms her asking her not to repeat what she did b4...it was on the silent...it fell on deaf ears...y...y must thgs turn out tt way...all i wanted was to iron thgs out...

Wat was dat again?

she asked me with total conviction...'did i hurt u?'...haiz...then wen she realised...it seems she isnt repentant at all...i noe she's keeping back her werds last nite..haiz...y doesnt she change fer d better? does she wan to be dat way her whole life?

I'm lost...confused...AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday she said...the guy in the pic was her cuzzy fren...but seems kinda stuck wen i asked if he was her fren...asked how cum suddenly she became single...she blabbered and said she'll call back later..she did...a full 2hrs later...but only talked fer 10mins..duno y she called so late..yet she put it down so quickly...said she deleted her bloggy...then this mrng just msgd me saying she's going jb..till now d wolrd is so silent..duno lar...

Wah..Superb

this week alone..she hung up on me twice...broke another promise also..then changed her bloggy so that i cant find it...ok best...all the worst to u...i'm saying this frm d bottom of my heart...i reali wonder y i waste so much time heart mind and money on sum1 whu doesnt deserve anytg at all...ROT IN HELL...y shld i ever forgive u...i can't believe it ur the 1st person i can never ever forgive unless a miracle happens...Demi Allah..hanya Dia saja yg tahu ape yg telah kau lakukan padaku...semoga kau mendapat balasan dari Dia dgn tiada lebih tiada kurang...u treated me like a DOG...anjing pon org jaga baik2...u played with my feelings, heart and mind...menyesal aku terima masa lalu kau...it sux to the core...took advantage of me...step over my head...aku bkn tmpt kau puaskn nafsu...pernah tk ape yg aku ckp aku nk buat aku tul2 buat pat kau...aku elak lagi ada...so who's dat guy in dat pic...so amin is ur new fren now...ok...if dats wat u want u got it...Shld have just let Sis Fezah beat u up the other day...tk pernah aku hilang sabar cmni...Demi Allah...what goes around comes around...kau akn dapat BALASAN Nya satu hari nnt..1 fine day u will...cos i dun think i hav to forgive u...y shld i seh...if u can break ur promises...i shld just return u d favour ryt? haha...Burn...Burn In Hell

Rahmatan Lil 'Alamin

hmm...time2 tgh sambut maulid ni...semangat giler aku g maulid...baca selawat ramai2...Thola'al Badru ramai...berdiri bulu roma...1st aku g pat expo...ustaz yg aku tuntut ilmu tu yg adakan pat expo...dkt 20 000 org ada...kecoh giler..bnyk chickadees...hahha...aku g dgn rezal, shahril n kwn dia...jmp Noryhaini pat sana...anjat jap..dah lama tk jmp..hehe...1st skali nasyid performance...penceramah ramai...Ustz Dr Ahmad Dahri, Ustz Dtk Ismail Kamus, Kiayi Kassim, Ustz Fahrurrazi...and last skali Kiayi AA Gym...aka Abdullah Gymnastiar...power...last week sunday g dgn Bpk n Shahril pat Mujahidin...dah lama tk turun sana...Pak Habib Ahmad dari indon..dia nye doa n ceramah..blh nangis..

A New Dawn Beckons

Hei peeps...its been moe den a wk since i last updated here....last wk i solded her so badly...haha...she put down d fone n off it again...haha..now thgs seems better..she's started holding ma hands again...being mushy all over again...tho i cant expect much moe frm her...wat moe can i say ryte...she aint my wife...cant force her to make me happy...but i can see she's changing bit by bit..its a gd sign..tx Dear

Asal Ana?

Ana...asal buat ary gni...hp off lagi...msg tk reply...asal buat ary worried giler...sob2...ana...jgn menyesal kalau sesuatu berlaku pat ary..ampunkn ary

It Hurts So much

u still wear his ring...u deleted our pic..u deleted my testis fer u...u noe how hurting it has been? y promise so much yet hurt so much?...y muz u lie to me....y y y...u hurt me reali...to the max of my conundrum...may Allah forgive u...so y care...muz u hurt me so much..do u noe that u hav successfully been the 1st person to hurt me to the max...nak baik2...but ur doing dis...then today u wana mit nizam...bila i met fezah in a group outing ur jealous...wats dis...do u noe how i feel...hav u ever tot about how i feel?